And I am 15...

In the middle of my teenager years...

What I really love...

I love wearing large black T-shirs and jeans...
I love the smell of roses...even I never had one...
I love being the shadow...
I love singing with you...
I love my guitar and my bracelets...
I love hearing the kids laugh...
I love my own rock world with you...
I love our names togheter : "Amy and Jhake"
I love staying in the summer rain but only with you...
I love watching and hearing the sea having you near to me...huging and kissing me...
I love watching the stars and the moon on the middle of the night with you...
I love when you say so romantic words...
I love when we dream togheter...
I love when you say my name...


And I love you...:-*

Feel like a ghost...

Does it happen to you to feel like a ghost?

 To scream but ppl to don't hear you?

  To cry but nobody to care?

   To need someone but nobody comes?

    To see that your world is all dark and come your bad memories?
     To watch the sun but then a rain come..a blood rain?
      To feel like ppl really don't need you?
       To see how does the others live... to see,teach, and to wanna change their wrong steps?

        To always hide what you really want?

         To alwyas be afraid?

          I know how it is...and it hurt...

Hey ! ... We don't wrong !

Hey ppl do you know that...
we never cared if I'm romanian and he is pinoy?
we never cared if you don't agree us?
we never cared if I'm younger and he is older?
we never cared if I'm Amy and he is Jhake?
we never cared who we are?
we never cared about money?
we never cared what do you guys say?
...
For you ppl...it's a mistake...but we don't wrong!
Why?
Cuz when you love all that matter is the love and the confidence...you should never watch the differences but the common things...that things who make you love each other more...
We don't wrong...that's a true love...

I wanna die...

Why?

Because I lost everything...because all I'll do from now have to be perfect....cuz every person that I meet always leaved me...cuz everybody hates me and nobody loves me with all heart...cuz I never heard someone saying :"I need you" except the ones who use me...because...evrything I say or do...ppl see the bad part...cuz they always care about the differences...cuz i feel this world isn't mine...
But it exist a very thin wire...who still keeps me alive...that thing who give me power...
Who?...
You...the one who gave me a chance...and the one who made me build and bind my world with your one...just with big dreams...

Will you can love me till' the end?

Will you love me...


Even if I'm younger than you?
Even if I'm not rich?
Even if I'm not like the ppl in your world?
Even if I wrong...and make you mad?
Even if I am not beautiful?
Even if ppl will say : "NO" ?
Even if that mean to wait ?
Even if that mean to be just mine forever?
Even if I will fall in the dark?
Even if I am crazy?

Give me your love...

Because...

I won't ever make you cry...
I won't ever ask you more than your love...
I won't ever leave you when you need me...
I won't ever love someone else stronger than I love you...
I won't ever lie you...
I won't ever play with your feelings...
I won't ever let you fall...
I won't ever hurt you...
and...
I will...never stop loving you...and won't ever stop being yours...

:))